Now Craig got up, he walked over to the tree and grabbed two more 45’s. He slid one on each end of his bar, I looked at him like I was watching a man be led to the gas chamber. Chris looked at Craig calmly saying “900 pounds, just like the old days brother.” Craig grinned and nodded in acknowledgement.
Now there must have been thirty people back there watching, there were odd whispers, people asking others how much it is, and others simply astonished that this silent giant possessed such strength.
Craig kneeled down in front of that bar, it was like someone bowing down to an executioner.
Then he stood up. Was something wrong? He reached down and pulled up the bottom of his sweatshirt and pulled it up and off. What I saw was unbelievable. The man was a mass of slabs of muscle and covered in tattoos. Down the backs of his arms were words. On the right arm it read “I am nothing” and down the left “I feel nothing.”
His traps were like two huge camel humps side by side on the back of his neck and he wasn’t ‘fat’ or ‘overweight’ no, he was just f*cking huge. His body was like his hand, lumps of callous muscles from the years of pain and toil in his life and in the gym, it was simply unbelievable.
Craig adjusted his belt, and strapped back onto his bar. It was very quiet, and then I head Chris say “You got this sh** Craig!” People started cheering him on, I could hear people saying “C’mon Craig”, “You got it bro!” It was amazing, all the while Craig was breathing very deep, very methodically, rolling the bar back and forth in his hands.
He stared into the mirror, I don’t know what he saw but his nostrils started to flare, and he looked like he was getting pissed, his eyes started to well up, almost like he may cry, and he stared blankly at a spot on the floor just in front of the bar. Wherever he was, he wasn’t with us, I imagine he was in that very dark place that his life had taken him drawing upon a well of emotions full of hate, anguish and pain.
It was as if he was channeling all of that into the bar, he was breathing harder, and he hadn’t even lifted the bar yet, he was shaking all over. I looked to his reflection in the mirror and said “this is nothing for you brother” he nodded and then growled “I GOT THIS SH**!!”, then it was as if his entire body uncoiled driven by the hydraulics of his emotion, the bar bent, his traps were spotted with purple spots through the hew of red he cried out “F***CCKKKK YYOOUU!” and the weight stalled, I thought he may drop it, but his eyes closed and his face winced in anguish and the bar moved upwards, I don’t know it was the sweat from his face but I could have sworn tears came out of his eyes, and bar traveled further up until he had it midriff.
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What i read it motivated me.
You make me courios how he was looking …
HUGE RESPECT MAN !
Oh my God…I read the whole story and I can tell you for sure,it’s the most amazing story I’ve ever read…I ended up in tears. .
Damn….Hell of a story.
Damn good story. It’s worth reading it
Gooood story! Motivation for all of us
Great story and sad at the same time.
S**t , this story just made my day ,what an inspiration
Thank you for sharing this inspirational story.Huge respect for Craig. R.I.P man.
The description of this Craig dude reminded me so much of Ronny Coleman! Or Kai Greene!
It was so sad in the end it made me cry!
As I read this story it motivated me to make sure that I don’t personally judge anyone. I’m in tears right now.
Amazing story! Got me motivated AF!!!
Thank you for sharing. This motivated me to try my hardest at work, gym and life in general. RIP Craig.
it was a story which stook me from inside
I respect that man who had lost solo much in his life … the pain felt but still didn’t quiet …. respect
Beautiful. Best thing I’ve read. Who was the author?
Bro i hope you make it to the pros,and as for Craig,Humangous respect brother rest in peace 🙂
wow…great story. Thank you for sharing. it just showed that we shouldn’t judge people by the way they look or cover of the book. You’re a good guy and you deserved it <3
Craig … i would like to know his full name … I aint easy to impress but this …. Jeez buddy … made me cry …. would like to frame a picture of craig and hang it on my wall … please let me know his full name ill research him to hell and back if needed so to find a pic of him….
Awesome Read!!! Very inspiring and great encouragement for positive hope. We should always lift up others as in this story, never hate always congratulate…. Now I am going to hit them Deadlifts!!!
Wow, what a powerful and truly inspirational story.
I read this the tears poured out from my eyes, a journey of sadness lifted by a simple gesture, hope turned from despair. Craig is a part of you now and always, respect for you, for the respect you showed him.
So many in the gym have the attitudes that you pointed out, pre-judging someone, before you now them is a bad part of human nature.
All the best for your pro career, take Craig to the top with you!
Literally, made me cry
…RIP Craig .Huge respect
It’s touching I’m here droken down now at work like I’ve known this guy but I lift daily but I love this story and hope to compete one day and my life
Damm, this GODDAMM air is so polluted that my eyes start to make water run down from them, what a great story, only someone that has put their headphones on, know’s how it (story) feels….Respect!!!
Great Fcking Read!
i m not a body building enthusiasts or gym goer but story touched me deeply and inspired me thanks for sharing such meaningful storry
Pay this forward! Thank u for sharing.
The story is touching but if only he got born again and gave himself to Jesus, he would have found more meaning to life than just developing the perishing body. Craig may your soul rest in piece.
RIP Craig ,What a Nice story,made my day….
What a story man. Damn! What an insiprational story. May your friend be good wherever he is.
This is an amazing story. I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. Everyone needs a friend. R.I.P. Craig
And now I am crying. Like a baby.
My eyes are sweating after reading this. I hope Craig is at peace now, RIP Craig.
Am i looking in my future?? Cant tell…
But life is never easy… tommorrw never comes.. untill its too late….
We meatheads who enjoy this type of stuff can’t help but tear up when you get all they way though. This needs to be made into a short movie somehow. It’s too good of a story . Much respect thanks for the story.
Teared up a little; Damn, the feels. It’s 10:45 and I want to deadlift. For Craig and those like him.
Respect is the one and only makes a perfect human
Craigslist was the f***ing man!!! Every time I read this story, it motivates me to keep pushing. Life is hard, but that bar is just a thing.
I’m so sorry for your loss and I am so thankful that you’ve known this man and helped him in a very small but soul touching way. Wishing is for the young and gullible but I really wish (with everything inside me) that things could have worked out differently. Mourning for both of you.
I cried like a baby too.Thank you Jay and Craig.You both are an inspiration.
Wow! What an awesome and inspiring story. I’m glad you shared.
I stopped about a paragraph in on page 3 — got the gist of it. SHAME on the gym members for singling out this guy just because he didn’t fraternize with the other gym members. Here’s my message to you: IT’S A GYM, NOT AN ICE CREAM SOCIAL. If you think yakking with strangers at a gym is so important, then GO TO PLANET FITNESS. “Pigpen” was there to WORK OUT, not butter up to you arrogant snobs. And that desk girl who asked the owner why he “even let him work out there,” … WHY NOT? HE PAYS HIS DUES. WHY NOT, BIMBO ??? I’m one of those gym goers who never speaks to anyone unless someone speaks to me first. I’m a woman. I swear, if I ever heard some floozie insulting me behind my back, I’d march straight over to her, force a 45 pound plate into her arms and challenge her to lift it overhead — 15 times, because that’s exactly what I can do. I’m there to get strong, not buff up my social skills. Don’t like it? TOO BAD. Go to Planet Fitness where everyone yaks and yaks and doesn’t take muscle building seriously.
amazing man… this story motivating me right now i have tears on my eyes.
thank you for this inspiring real story
Awesome stuff brother … thanks for sharing that with us,